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Post by Chante™ on Oct 22, 2019 14:14:27 GMT 1
Does anyone know any good (preferably free) video downloaders and editors that I can use? I use a chromebook and mobile. I honestly don’t mind if there is a watermark
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Post by nijat on Oct 30, 2019 20:51:29 GMT 1
I decided to make this post to demonstrate my personal solidarity with Chilean people who are protesting against the neoliberal government, accounting for further exacerbating inequalities and high-level corruption in the country. The unity and mass civil disobedience of Chilean population amazed me considerably and I hope, just as Lebanese people recently, they will also hold the Government accountable for all the injustices committed. Unfortunately, the economic project of Chicago Boys made Chile one of the most unequal countries in the world, with the considerable amount of the country's wealth being concentrated in the hands of a few. Thus, protests in Chile are a next and major crushing blow to our current socio-economic formation and I truly hope it will result in the victory of the people. Last, but not least, I wish all our Chilean members to be safe, secure and strong. El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido!
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Post by B3STBEATS on Oct 30, 2019 20:58:51 GMT 1
I decided to make this post to demonstrate my personal solidarity with Chilean people who are protesting against the neoliberal government, accounting for further exacerbating inequalities and high-level corruption in the country. The unity and mass civil disobedience of Chilean population amazed me considerably and I hope, just as Lebanese people recently, they will also hold the Government accountable for all the injustices committed. Unfortunately, the economic project of Chicago Boys made Chile one of the most unequal countries in the world, with the considerable amount of the country's wealth being concentrated in the hands of a few. Thus, protests in Chile are a next and major crushing blow to our current socio-economic formation and I truly hope it will result in the victory of the people. Last, but not least, I wish all our Chilean members to be safe, secure and strong. El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido! Me too
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Post by B3STBEATS on Oct 30, 2019 21:02:07 GMT 1
Does anyone know any good (preferably free) video downloaders and editors that I can use? I use a chromebook and mobile. I honestly don’t mind if there is a watermark Yo could try Filmora
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Post by MaRtIn on Nov 8, 2019 9:47:40 GMT 1
I feel like shit.
Today, I cried so many times. The first instance was at work. I was scheduled to leave at a certain time, but my supervisor basically forgot about me and failed to dismiss me, so I stayed one hour longer. In internal rage, I was about to leave when I crossed paths with my supervisor and told them when I should've left. They gasped and were sorry that they forgot about me. I forgave them. Still fucking bullshit that there was that sorry excuse, but I believed the supervisor because they're genuinely good people. But I cried immediately at that point because I was blaming myself, and it's just not in my nature to blame others or yell at other people. I feel like I should've. I feel like I could've said the vilest things about them, but I constantly restrain myself from it because I always want to try and leave a good impression on everyone I encounter. I feel like that was a reflection on my meekness IRL. I've been told several times in the past to be assertive. I should've been then, but it's just not in my nature to speak up because I don't want to get into anyone's bad side. I hate making enemies. I drank some water, calmed down, and left. I felt like shit.
And just before starting this post, I cried again. This time, it was because I was alone in my room assessing where I am in my life, and I feel like I'm going nowhere. There's people who believe in me and know what I'm capable of, but I feel like I'm letting them down because of the biggest obstacle that is myself. I feel lazy, hesitant, and unmotivated to do anything. I put so much pressure in me that when I don't achieve what I truly desire, I end up breaking down frustrated, emotional, and in tears again. I'm lost, but I need to start re-orienting myself to where I want to go because where I am right now is not where I want to stay.
I've hardly shown my vulnerability in general, but I'm making this post on a limb so that I can type my feelings. I've had it with keeping it in so many times, so I thought this forum would be the suitable outlet as it doesn't affect the people directly involved in my life. In reality, I've never found my family to be a good source of emotional support. I've found the forum to be an outlet to express myself since this has been generally a tight community. I don't know. It's somewhere to be.
Perhaps I'll get over it and then the cycle of constant self-disappointment just repeats itself.
If you've read this far, I've calmed down at this point. I think I've typed what I wanted to type, so I'm gonna go on living and striving to better myself.
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Post by Gregory (inactive) on Nov 9, 2019 9:28:30 GMT 1
I've hardly shown my vulnerability in general, but I'm making this post on a limb so that I can type my feelings. I've had it with keeping it in so many times, so I thought this forum would be the suitable outlet as it doesn't affect the people directly involved in my life. In reality, I've never found my family to be a good source of emotional support. I've found the forum to be an outlet to express myself since this has been generally a tight community. I don't know. It's somewhere to be. Perhaps I'll get over it and then the cycle of constant self-disappointment just repeats itself. If you've read this far, I've calmed down at this point. I think I've typed what I wanted to type, so I'm gonna go on living and striving to better myself. It's saddening to hear you're feeling emotionally exhausted. A lot of us on the forum go through these types of things and we don't always open up about them because life is tough for everyone, and family can only do so much. You're out of college and this is exactly how I felt around six months out of university. I had just gotten a job and moved across the country. My hope was to meet people and make friends through work - it didn't happen. It wasn't as motivating as university. I wondered if I had made a mistake by moving away. I cried about it. Around that time I turned to online groups, actually. And after some of those online groups got too dramatic, I came here (yep believe it fam, this place is actually less drama-free than others!) We're definitely here for you (that goes for anyone else reading this) but it's equally important to have an outlet offline, too. After a while it becomes clear that as a post-grad you have to "find" friends beyond online groups or old college connections. I looked to websites like Meetup to get together with other people in my area who had common interests like movies, video games, etc. This *saved* me. It reinvigorated me. And yeah I had to go to a couple really *FAIL* meetups before I found the right ones. I share my song contest stuff with these newer friends all the time, and even though they aren't directly interested or engaged in it, they support me and even offer advice. Compare that with my family, who haven't a freakin' clue. I even indirectly got one of my coworkers hard-core into Eurovision last year!! I know this doesn't have anything to do with some of the concerns you have with yourself. But what you should look for is a change. Whether it's job-related, hobby, new clothes... idk. If your family/work isn't a good source of emotional support, and online is just "online," then it's absolutely important to have an equal balance of in-person friends because they can help you grow into the person you want to be. Even if it's indirect help, they can sometimes expand your horizons and get you thinking in ways outside your expectations and muster the bravery to make changes for the better
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Post by Argüello on Nov 12, 2019 5:11:13 GMT 1
I decided to make this post to demonstrate my personal solidarity with Chilean people who are protesting against the neoliberal government, accounting for further exacerbating inequalities and high-level corruption in the country. The unity and mass civil disobedience of Chilean population amazed me considerably and I hope, just as Lebanese people recently, they will also hold the Government accountable for all the injustices committed. Unfortunately, the economic project of Chicago Boys made Chile one of the most unequal countries in the world, with the considerable amount of the country's wealth being concentrated in the hands of a few. Thus, protests in Chile are a next and major crushing blow to our current socio-economic formation and I truly hope it will result in the victory of the people. Last, but not least, I wish all our Chilean members to be safe, secure and strong. El pueblo unido, jamás será vencido! We know LatinAmerica is not stranger to conflicts but what's happening its really sad, I really hope that as a LatinAmerican we can all get better and walk to a more equal, free and democratic future to all this places that at this moment are in crisis
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Post by Oisín on Nov 15, 2019 14:40:28 GMT 1
i just got accepted into college and im very happy
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Post by тнєяσиттi95 on Nov 20, 2019 17:41:59 GMT 1
I am kind of worried and very confused about this honestly don't know if you guys have heard of this yet Feels like it is just the start of YTs downfall
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Post by SBINNALA on Nov 21, 2019 23:08:47 GMT 1
I Have a Important AnnouncementToday I'am Going to Tagaytay, Batangas with My Classmates for the Retreat
So I Decide for being Inactive for 2-3 Days from 9:00 AM PHT (Nov 22) until (Nov 24) 5:00 PM (If Possible).
And So This is my Last Word for this day. THANK YOU!!
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