My crush just deleted his profile from the website where we were talking, and i lost contact with him... i don't know anything except the name, the age and where he study. We talked yesterday, he was in good mood aparently, i even asked him when he will come back in Romania as exams are starting next week (he had some problems with visa, he is from Moldova as well). He told me he is back tomorrow (actually today), then we talked about some stuffs about studies, since we're studying at the same faculty, and he didn't seemed to be in bad mood and there wasn't any sign of what would happen. As it was late, i told him i am going to sleep and asked him to text me when he is back. In the morning i check the inbox, and i see near his profile is says "deleted"...
And this is so weird, we're living just 10 metters away, but i have no idea in which room he is, there are around 15 rooms on the same floor, and 5 people living in each. And it will be really strange if i will start checking each room for searching a person about who i am not even sure if i know the right name... I will look like an idiot doing it. Now i am like a freak going out of the room each 30 minutes maybe i will somehow notice him..
And we don't even know each other so long time, we've meet just 1 week before holidays, and seen each other and talked 2 times. After holidays i haven't seen him, but we used to talk sometimes. This is what happens when you fall in love really fast. I was literally crying today and didn't ate anything, i feel really bad and pissed off. He could at least tell me that he wants to get rid of me, instead he just disapeard without giving a sign.
and if we will ever meet him in the flat, what should i say? just hello? or start asking what's wrong? I need slme advices or idk... i still believe that the reason why he deletd his profile wasn't me... but if he really likes me like i do like him, then he would at least tell me something.
I'm stupid, but that's it.. I feel awful, i feel like this is the worst day of my life
i want to break everything. even if we didn't knew for long time, he was mostly the person i would like tl be with, always nice, funny, and the way how he talked was really aamzing for me, not even talking about look and so on..
Is ther a chance or i must just give up? I even thinking to find the list of all students and to try to find him on facebook (if he has one, but if not)... i don't know