Why I've deleted my accounts

*Virtual Group Hug* ^^

Thanks for the support, but I'm still not completely sure that I won't go insane again.

Here's the thing: My depression is not what you may think, which means that all this advice you have given is pretty much useless to me.

George Carlin once said that "Most people with low self-esteems earned it". This comment could be easily misrepresented but what he means was, in this set society, people who don't fit in are though to have had brought it upon themselves, and it is actually just a biological mistake. And that's what I am.

I lack the creativity, willpower, competence and faith to contribute to society. I was not made to fit in to a system like this. I have found myself drowning in a sea of schoolbooks, assignments, essays and exams which is impossible to traverse for me. I simply cannot make it through a system like this without getting permanently stuck. All my "left-behindedness" in my education has done is annoy my parents and teachers, and the only way to stop that is to stop the problem that came up in the first place, which like I said, is impossible.

There is another large factor that I'll get into later.

I feel like I'm stuck here too ~ exactly what James said.But I know my aim and I work hard for it! Gary fighting!

Yeay! ;D