Post by Deleted on Sept 4, 2013 23:21:59 GMT 1
I am halting IFSC and the Culture of Music until further notice.
Why? I'm going to be open here:
I'm still in a bubble on my own, and I don't want to get out, because I'm afraid.
Afraid of speaking to other people, to do as I would like to do it, but I'm keeping up this sherade of happy type, while I'm a wreck on the inside.
I love how all of you have supported me, but I just can't do it.
I'm still considering leaving these forums, as I don't want to put you up with my sadness, and/or bother you with it, and also considering closing my contests.
Everything currently is against me: No job, mad parents each second, not a lot of friends.
I just feel lonely, and I wish it could change, but it won't for a long time.
My life's a wreck and I still consider ''quitting'' an option, sorry to say.
I hope you can understand this.
Why? I'm going to be open here:
I'm still in a bubble on my own, and I don't want to get out, because I'm afraid.
Afraid of speaking to other people, to do as I would like to do it, but I'm keeping up this sherade of happy type, while I'm a wreck on the inside.
I love how all of you have supported me, but I just can't do it.
I'm still considering leaving these forums, as I don't want to put you up with my sadness, and/or bother you with it, and also considering closing my contests.
Everything currently is against me: No job, mad parents each second, not a lot of friends.
I just feel lonely, and I wish it could change, but it won't for a long time.
My life's a wreck and I still consider ''quitting'' an option, sorry to say.
I hope you can understand this.
