Post by The Loser on Jul 29, 2013 1:42:31 GMT 1
It doesn't matter. You're right, I overreacted. I was starting to become calm, talk, not insult anyone, and then hoop-they-doo I get banned.
@ James: I really can't remember, but if so, sorry.
@ The rest: Insults only made for self defense. It's a normal mechanism of mine you've seen in the past.
I never wanted to, as stated already some times, but I felt ''bashed'', while you just disagreed.
I didn't see it, I misunderstood things and I got mad for no reason.
I really was trying to start to smooth things out, but apparently you didn't.
Though still I wish you the best of luck on these forums, with your contests and in your lifes.
If you would allow me to come back, then I'd clear the air with everyone, if they'd send me a PM, I'll apologise over and over, until it's okay.
And for the time being here, I would (Thanks Logan) shut up, when asked to.
I really liked you guys and girls here, that's point 1.
I loved my time here from January till now, and it's good that I can tell this now:
I'm weird, I'm unique, I have a snap-mechanism disorder, so sorry for that guys. It's a disorder I've always had, and can't control.
I didn't want to insult anyone. That's my only point.
Sorry....
I still like you all, and I'll always do.
Most saddening to me: I can't celebrate my 18th birthday with all of you lovely, unique and awesome people. I'd loved that.
I blew my friendship and everything valuable to me on the forums.
So sorry once again, and I hope that once we're around 90 you might forgive me.
@ James: I really can't remember, but if so, sorry.
@ The rest: Insults only made for self defense. It's a normal mechanism of mine you've seen in the past.
I never wanted to, as stated already some times, but I felt ''bashed'', while you just disagreed.
I didn't see it, I misunderstood things and I got mad for no reason.
I really was trying to start to smooth things out, but apparently you didn't.
Though still I wish you the best of luck on these forums, with your contests and in your lifes.
If you would allow me to come back, then I'd clear the air with everyone, if they'd send me a PM, I'll apologise over and over, until it's okay.
And for the time being here, I would (Thanks Logan) shut up, when asked to.
I really liked you guys and girls here, that's point 1.
I loved my time here from January till now, and it's good that I can tell this now:
I'm weird, I'm unique, I have a snap-mechanism disorder, so sorry for that guys. It's a disorder I've always had, and can't control.
I didn't want to insult anyone. That's my only point.
Sorry....
I still like you all, and I'll always do.
Most saddening to me: I can't celebrate my 18th birthday with all of you lovely, unique and awesome people. I'd loved that.
I blew my friendship and everything valuable to me on the forums.
So sorry once again, and I hope that once we're around 90 you might forgive me.
